“Advent in a Time of Mourning”
Grey hills fade into overcast skies,
night falls before we are ready,
prompting us to light up our world,
with brightly colored luminations.
It’s a good time to think upon
the coming of divine light
into profane darkness;
it is not a good time to ponder
the loss of one who carried that light
into your own life.
Advent is a time of waiting,
of being alert to the signs and signals
that God loves us
and is in our midst.
It is hard to wait, to be patient, to be alert, to see God
when one is filled with a sadness
that cuts to the bone
and reaches out to the horizon.
Advent in a time of mourning is,
like all the things in life that really matter,
both bitter and sweet.
To taste the emptiness that comes
when the one who brought you into this world goes out
Yet, to recollect her laugh, to relish her humor,
to recall her toughness and her love,
Advent in a time of mourning,
is waiting tinged with both sadness and hope;
sad for what is lost –
and hope for what is to come.
Delmer Chilton, 12/04/2014